07 Nov Pork hock and kale mash in Eastbourne
I went to Eastbourne at the weekend. I used to hate it there as a teenager (“where are the cool shops/bars/clubs?”) but with time I’ve grown to appreciate this sleepy seaside town. I love walking on the South Downs, trawling the charity shops and watching the sea. Although I’m sure that I’ve changed a lot since I was a teenager, this is one of the only things that I actually feel has changed inside me. Whenever I come here, I read some of my old diaries. I have hundreds of them, as I’ve been writing since I was 12, and read Anne Frank. Sometimes they make me cringe, other times they make me laugh, but this time what I read just made me really sad. Between the lines, there seemed to be this longing for something pure and good that was forever out of reach, and I had no idea how to find. What cheered me up, however, and what I initially wanted to share with you, was this dinner my mum made. With a little help from me, in the form of drinking wine, chatting and grating cheese